My topic is on Amy Lee and how she coped after the lead guitarist, past best friend and 'boyfriend', and co-founder of the band, Ben Moody left Evanescence during their tour in Europe. It will eventually tell about the struggles Amy Lee faced personally and professionally after the incident, and then it will transition through the healing process, and end with how Amy is today! When I get the whole thing finished, I will post the whole paper on here!
So far I only have four things, (and I need to re-do the song). Here is my 'rough draft' so far!
Dear Diary,
Today Ben Moody left Evanescence--for good, and I've never been happier. Sure, he didn't have great timing. We are, in fact, still on tour in Europe and down a lead guitarist, but I'm happy, for the first time in a long time.
John, Will, and Rocky are being really good about it. They're glad he's gone too. Ben just always thought he was boss and that whatever he said goes. There can never be a "one man band." Bands are made up of individuals that come together to create beautiful and new ideas.
If Ben stayed, he would NEVER approve of the direction I want this band to go. I want something new. I don't want our next album, whenever it may come out, to sound anything like our first.
With the help of John, Will, and Rocky, and the support of all our amazing fans, I know Evanescence can make it through the hard times that await us. We'll find a new guitarist, hopefully someone that can write songs as well, 'cause I don't know if our next cd would sell if I were the one writing all the songs by myself.
We'll take it one step at a time. We might stumble and fall, but we'll get up again. Now that Ben is out of my life forever, I feel like I can do anything.
Love,
Amy
WANTED
Lead Guitarist for the hit band Evanescence
Qualifications:
- Must know how to play some amazing guitar!
- Must not in any way, shape, or form be a fan of Ben Moody
- Preferably someone who is already married or finds no attraction towards the lead singer, Amy Lee (She's sick of in-band relationships)
- Someone who's not afraid to have fun
- Preferably someone who knows how to write music and lyrics well.
- Mentally stable - Band life can be extremely stressful
The Mood Changes for Evanescence
by a newspaper writer that I need to make up a name for
After lead guitarist and co-song writer, Ben Moody left the band earlier this month, it has been reported that lead singer and song-writer, Amy Lee has "fallen in love with music again."
Long hours of anticipation awaited Evanescence when they learned from their manager that Moody had simply got up and left without a word. Due to arguments held between Moody and other band members, it is stated that Lee and co-mates felt relieved after finding out he was gone. That quickly subsided into a bit of panic after the realization that they had a show to play the next day. "After Ben left, we didn't want to waste any time," guitarist John LeCompt states, "We quickly notified our friend Terry from the band Cold and asked him if he would be so gracious enough to finish out the tour with us."
Terry Balsamo of Cold, accepted Evanescence's warm offer, and helped them leave anxious fans in awe. The tour concluded last week, and Balsamo was said to have been leaving for home once more. It seemed, however, that Balsamo had too much fun with Amy and the gang, and decided to stay on as their guitarist; therefore permanently fiiling the hole that was left behind by Moody.
"Terry is really great. I knew the second he picked up his guitar that he would benefit to Evanescence. He beats Ben hands down in guitar skills! But what I like most about him is his heart. He loves playing music just as much as he loves eating!" Lee stated when asked on her feelings toward the new chemistry of the band.
Lee also announced that she is going to be writing some songs with Balsamo, in hope to find the new twist she's been looking for.
With the combined efforts of Lee, LeCompt, Balsamo, bassist Will (forgot his last name), and drummer, Rocky Gray, Evanescence's "new stuff" is sure to be different from anythign their listeners have experienced yet.
***Song*** (I still need a title)
This will be,
The Last Song I'm Wasting On You
I don't deserve to be
Tormented daily, defeated by you
But I can't escape the twisted way you think of me
You know you live to break me,
It's all that I"m wanted for.
But I've come to open my eyes to everything,
And I know the truth now,
I'm sick of the lies
There's nothing worth fighting for
I still can't find what keeps me here
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams,
I'm swallowed up int he sound of my screaming.
It feels like the weight of the world
I'm soon to be blinded by tears.
I guess it wasn't real after all
I won't be grieving for you
For the first time in my life, I'm not broken.
It ends here tonight,
So let go of me
You just didn't drink enough to say you loved me
And I can't hear your screams anymore
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.
You'll never hurt me again.